(Sorry I've been MIA and left you hanging...I'll do my best to catch up on what's been going on)
Monday, September 22nd
Yesterday, my dear hubby and I decided to take a drive up into the mountains to help take our minds off our little ones. I wasn't feeling up to anything physical just yet, so a drive was perfect. The smell of fresh air and the cool breeze on my face was exactly what I needed.
Monday was felt throughout the house....even our furbabies wanted to just lay around. I just couldn't focus on anything long enough to even be productive.
I called my nurse shortly after 11, but ended up having to leave a message. Since I was on my way to an acupuncture appointment, I figured I would just see if one of the nurses there could give me an update. As I was settling in and doing my best to get relaxed for my session, one of the nurses did pop in with an update. She said that all 6 of our eggs were still growing, but none of them were at the stage they needed to be in order to do the testing and freeze.
I immediately started to freak out (in my head of course). Thousands of questions and scenarios started running through my mind. Why are none of them at blasts yet, when there were a few ahead of schedule on Saturday? Are they all going to arrest? We are going to have to do another IVF cycle. :( What's going on? Why are they not to blasts yet? Ugh!
I did my best to relax and meditate during the acupuncture sesh. And when I was done, I looked to my phone only to have a missed calls and several texts messages from my hubby. It seems he was a little anxious, too. I informed him of the update and that we would talk more when he got home. I knew that he would have tons of questions as well. Questions to which I either didn't know the answers to or didn't want to answer at all. I quietly drove home, doing my best to send happy thoughts and prayers to our little ones. The next 24 hrs is going to be a hard one.
Monday, September 22nd
Yesterday, my dear hubby and I decided to take a drive up into the mountains to help take our minds off our little ones. I wasn't feeling up to anything physical just yet, so a drive was perfect. The smell of fresh air and the cool breeze on my face was exactly what I needed.
Monday was felt throughout the house....even our furbabies wanted to just lay around. I just couldn't focus on anything long enough to even be productive.
I called my nurse shortly after 11, but ended up having to leave a message. Since I was on my way to an acupuncture appointment, I figured I would just see if one of the nurses there could give me an update. As I was settling in and doing my best to get relaxed for my session, one of the nurses did pop in with an update. She said that all 6 of our eggs were still growing, but none of them were at the stage they needed to be in order to do the testing and freeze.
I immediately started to freak out (in my head of course). Thousands of questions and scenarios started running through my mind. Why are none of them at blasts yet, when there were a few ahead of schedule on Saturday? Are they all going to arrest? We are going to have to do another IVF cycle. :( What's going on? Why are they not to blasts yet? Ugh!
I did my best to relax and meditate during the acupuncture sesh. And when I was done, I looked to my phone only to have a missed calls and several texts messages from my hubby. It seems he was a little anxious, too. I informed him of the update and that we would talk more when he got home. I knew that he would have tons of questions as well. Questions to which I either didn't know the answers to or didn't want to answer at all. I quietly drove home, doing my best to send happy thoughts and prayers to our little ones. The next 24 hrs is going to be a hard one.
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